Ancestral sin is the most toxic medicine.
We all have generational trauma, but it is your responsibility to heal yourself to break the cycle.
If you don’t heal yourself, then the generational curse will become immortal —
My 3rd Ayahuasca ceremony changed every aspect of my life.
Relationships.
At the time of my 3rd Ayahuasca ceremony — I would have never guessed that the relationships in my life needed the most attention.
The most important relationship — was the one with myself.
Over the years — Ayahuasca has become quite a popular topic for people to utilize & integrate in effort to heal one’s self.
Ayahuasca is not a trend.
Ayahuasca is not a fad.
For centuries, Ayahuasca has been used for religious ritual & therapeutic purposes.
Ayahuasca is medicine.
Prior to my 3rd ceremony, I was becoming consumed —
Consumed by other people’s opinions, by my own limited beliefs & after years of being selfless, I had transformed into a PROFESSIONAL PEOPLE PLEASER.
It felt as if I was doing everything All For Nothing.
I was exhausted.
» Anxiety & Depression
In modern society, people need nature’s medicine more than ever before. Not necessarily psychedelics, but giving themself the opportunity to disconnect to reconnect.
Most people are consumers — not creators.
Most people are influencers — not influential.
Most people are doing it All For Nothing.
Most people are exhausted.
Years after my 3rd ceremony, I still receive ‘downloads’ from God & the universe.
Want to solve your Anxiety & Depression?
Get the fuck off of your phone!
» Creator vs Consumer
They focus more about Taylor Swift’s story rather than building their own.
BTW Swifties - Yes, her career is impressive & this is not my Kanye grabbing the mic moment — but come on… imagine utilizing that amount of love, passion & energy you have for someone else back into you?
People usually ask me “Doesn’t Ayahuasca make you purge/vomit & poop your pants?”
My response: “Maybe. And if you did, why would you care?”
Their response: “That’s embarrassing, why would you want to do that!?”
You see… that is the point, folks. People’s thoughts, in most cases, immediately seek the negative outcome or value other people’s opinion more than their own.
Purging — in my opinion, is strictly a form of negative emotion & energy leaving one’s physical body which was curated from their traumas — this is a form of Spiritual Healing.
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It is one that creates, usually by bringing something new or original into being, a person who invents, produces, or makes things. On the other hand, a consumer is a person who eats or uses something, someone who purchases or uses goods or services for personal use.
You are the Brand — You are the Creator
» Alone vs Loneliness
Most people can’t spend their time alone because it makes them lonely.
The silence of their thoughts are too loud.
Ayahuasca reminded me of the importance of silence.
This is what I refer to as the Space of Genius.
Other health benefits aside, this is why I enjoy time in the Sauna, Cold Plunges, driving with no music, gym sessions by myself, etc —
They are micro moments to listen to yourself.
Evaluate your thoughts.
Spark new ideas!
Studies confirm if you are reading a book — or this Substack — it is important to have spaces in between paragraphs, indentation and Chapters for the reader to digest the material.
If words did not have “space” in books, it would be more difficult to consume & retain the information.
In my opinion, this is no different than the spaces on your busy calendar.
Most people are working so much they are getting nothing done.
It is cool & cute to say on social media you “grind” for 12+ hours a day.
Sure, maybe there are seasons in life where it is required or better yet, you want to.
Most of the time it is not effective or sustainable. You become the rat in your own race. Or even worse, someone else’s race.
My point is… how much are you actually executing?
What got you here, will not get you there — the “work” must change.
This concept is simple. If you want to evolve, the inputs must change for a different outcome.
After my 3rd Ayahuasca ceremony I knew the “real work” was pouring back into myself. I had to become selfish, in order to become selfless.
I was doing it All For Nothing.
I was allowing everyone else to dictate my life —
- Responding to their text messages & solving their problems free of charge.
- Answering their phone calls, no matter the day or time.
- Doing business with the wrong, greedy people.
- Having fake friends run away from me in my lowest moments of needing support
Until I went silent.
Sometimes the best form of communication & sending a message is saying nothing at all.
The cold shoulder is not a pessimistic, passive approach.
Most people have no problem sharing what they do for a living, but very few know who they are.
That is lonely.
The older you get, the more time spent alone.
Will you be lonely in your thoughts?
Will you regret whom you spent most of your prime years with?
Will you do it All For Nothing?
» Servant vs People Pleaser
You can’t fix the past — so stop living there.
To break the cycle — you must fix yourself.
It took me 29 years to realize the fact it is impossible to fix my family, friends, significant other, and anyone else in my life.
I spent so much time trying to fix everyone else around me, instead of fixing me.
I had become a professional people pleaser.
You can inspire them, but you can’t fix them — it is impossible.
If they don’t align with you — then remove them. Pretty simple, right?
Simple — not easy.
In fact, most things in life are simple — our brains enjoy complicating it.
Simple does not mean easy.
But it can be.
Take care of yourself — the future you is counting on it.
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Sounds like you are searching for a water to fill your cup, but even the spiritual walk you are currently on…it only fills you up long enough for your next session.
Jesus is waiting for your heart. Try your best to refute the existence of Jesus and who He claimed to be. He is the only spiritual walk in your life you need.